i'm jz moody..

i'm jz moody..there is no reason y i am moody...i jz moody..ok??? sometimes gal can be like this...moody for no reason...n ppl will said: oh....she AV d....is this the real reason y am i moody??? i duno...i seriosuly duno....n i dun wan to know...

NOW..wat i wan is jz to be happy n free from thinking anythg else....its jz so hard to make it u know!!! Sometimes human jz cant control wat they wanna think...the more they control the more they will think about it...OHHHH!!! i am basically crapping here...i'm so sorry...crapping is one of the way to make ourself relax a while...is it? i duno..arghh!!! my mind is jz so hairwire now!!! sighh..
sorry!!! i shud stop..stop..stop...n go sleep.....nitez...

p/s:i know this post is meaningless but jz bear wiv my moody mood ok? sorry... :(

- moody is jz so sudden -

sweet dreams???

You know wat is IMSONIA??

You know how suffer it is??

i duno y i cant fall into sleep....i know...i am VERY TIRED!! no matter is mentally or physically tired!! in conclusion I AM TIRED!! BUT i jz CAN"T fall into SLEEP!!! wat is this man??!!

i already try never give myself stress d!! I NEVER tension..never...not today..but i cannot sleep....2 DAYS d!! AGAIN!!!!!! feel like punch myself or bang myself onto the wall n fainted..at least i fainted n get to sleep!!! wan to get myself into sleep is so hard!!!!!! so freaking hard!!!!! i am so bengang rite now!!!! tomolo i still hv to continue do assignments...alot more is q-ing up!!!! pls!!! sleep!!! i persuading myself to sleep....... :(

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggghhhhh!!!!!!!

- sweet dreams???? -

Convocation..

Last Saturday was MMU 1st day Convocation..is a day the students is officially graduated!!Conratulations to those who are finally official graduate from MMU which is quite deserted place but a memorable wan... I was thinking dat day when will be my graduation??hehe..soon soon...it will come soon...

I felt so happy and sad at the same time to my frens who officially graduated dat day...Happy..is bcoz they finally finish their study and now they are experiencing a different lifestyle maybe a better one...Sad is bcoz i no more seeing them as often as last time when they were in campus...those sweet memories..having fun together...work together...eat together...etc.

What we usually do in Convo???? Of course is take picture, take picture and take picture!!! haha...

Hui ting (pretty lady) and me

Cher Ching (gorgeous lady) and me

Kin (cute boy) and me

Ah ko ko( handsome boy) and me

Suzie, Kah Yee ( fair & cute lady) and Me

Ah ko ko & Song Song sou ( sweet lady ),Suzie, May Way, Me, Fam Fam

i shouldn't stand in between 2 Mr.Lai....i look so short!!! :(

we just love take high angle..haha..

Finally, Thanks to 7zai (photographer)

~ Miss all of you so much ~

I WAN MY SLEEP!!!!!

*sobing*

wat is wrong wiv me man???!!!! continue 2 days...i cant sleep....i wanted to hv a nice sleep...but i jz can't get into sleep!!!!! u know how suffering is it????!!!!!

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!!!

for 2 DAYS!!!!! argghhh!!!!!

getting crazy d!!!!! gossshhhhhhhhhhh!!!! somebody pls help me to get into sleep!!!!!!

i wan my nice nice sleeeppp!!!!!!!!!

Random picture

Took this picture with my little brother at home by using webcam,i got no idea why he is giving this kind a face expression??? hahaha....

laugh out loud everytime i saw it!!!!

:))

Found this cute picture when i am online browsing some references pictures for assignment..the puppy is so cute!!!! i call it a poala puppy...hahaha...

Wish to have a pair of big eyes??? muahahaha...

It reminds me of you!! hahaha...

-END-

10 hours of sleep can't beat Walter Benjamin's article

For ur information, my Uni is now having mid trimester break, the defination of trimester break means we are having holiday..we can enjoy our holiday without stress...but for a FCMers defination is...although its a holiday..although is not much stress but still we have to continue to do our assignments because right after the break will be our assignments due date. So, conclusion we still not much time to enjoy our so call holiday.

Anyway, i try not to feel stress during this mid term break. I slept for almost 10 hours today..its been such a long time to hv this long-hour sleep after so many sleepless nite..rushing those never endless assingns..

i jz mentioned dat i have 10 hours sleep but after i read Walter Benjamin's article - "The work of art in the age of mechanical reproduction" i started to feel sleepy again...imagine how boring is the article...fiuh!! 1 of my assignment is require us to watch a movie "Shadow Magic" (interesting movie) and then hv to post comment on the online discussion board regarding which scene remind us from the article wrote by Walter Benjamin. So, i have to finish read the freaking long and boring article only i can post my comment...SUFFERING man!!!

i jz dun und and dun like this subject...Media Aesthetic...so artistic...too artistic until i dun und a shit!!! i tot we are deisgners and not artist!!! y shud we try to understand those artistic thingy... :( WHY??!!!!

-how good if i can understand the article jz by a glance..swosssshhhhh-

sick world..sick society..

First of all, i would like to apologize that my blog is sleeping dead here for quite some time. i am jz so lazy to update my blog..hahaha...

chatting with my junior - xiao ying, she alwiz update me bout the latest news..is like my walking newspapers..so sweet of her...i really need to thank her a lot...alwiz keeps me updated..n be alert of wats happening in this society. like usual..she is updating me bout the news she jz read jz now...i feel so sick about that...wat is wrong wiv this society??? wat is wrong wiv the world?? wat is wrong wiv these ppl who doin the crimes??? wat is wrong wiv them????

News no. 1:

This happen in Pasir Gudang, Johor, a gal who was riding motorbike alone at midnight, she was on the way goin back home after her work. Suddenly, got 1 lorry purposely came n hit her and kidnap her. After dat, she got raped from a few indian guys. wat shock me the most is.....the few indian guys..the age is jz between 12-19 years old!!! wat the heck man!!!!! dat is jz a secondary students!!!! how come they are educated to do such crime!!! n i wondering...in this kind of age..they can drive a lorry..hit ppl..n rape a 30 yrs old gal??? damn!!

News no.2:

A stepmother was suspect her husband having affair as her husband dun really care her so much recently. So, she was quite upset and tension about it ,moreover the stepchild is naughty..she cant take it and use hot water pour on a 8 yrs old boy which is the naughty step child!! HOT WATER on a 8 yrs old boy!!! wat a cruel mum???!!!! i know is not ur own child but anyhow he is still a child!! the child is innocent..no matter how naughty..shudn't hurt the kid like dat!!n wat we call dat??? CHILD ABUSE!! Recently i am doin research for child abuse as one of my subject need to do a promotional video for non-profit organization..n my grp chose to do children welfare - child abuse. Throughout the research i really find that these abuse case is getting more serious nowadays..i really duno wats their parents thinking..wat they did to the kids is so sick!!! u know wat?? is their OWN CHILD!!! they did such cruel act to their own child!!! i am wondering..is their parents human??? do the parents hv feelings???? sigh....

Conclusion:

1) Gal - please be more extra careful when you are alone no matter is day time or midnight...nowadays..wat ever oso will happen?? we really cant expect anythg that will or will not happen...jz to be careful!!

2) Mentally problem parents - please educate urself..dun simply torture and abuse ur kids...they are innocent.. is ur own problems..u hv to solve it urself and not release the anger on ur kids.. (i wish they read this)

~World Peace~

Zouk 3rd Anniversary

Last Friday went to Zouk 3rd Anniversary celebration...ntg much coz was too tired...haven really sleep...but i met 2 handsome model!! haha... Oh ya!! i was nominated 1 of the best dress of the night...hehe...but too bad i never won...special thanks to song song sou and Sally...here are the pics...never really take much nice pic.... :(

Dreamgirls

After so long...here is my blog update...hehe...supposingly..at this time i shud be studying General Principles of Malaysian Law...but later i found out that actually the midterm for tomolo Media Law has postponed..so end up..i jz throw my law textbook a side...start browsing cyber tracker( MMU Cyberjaya Sharing file Server). After browse sometime i found this movie.."Dreamgirls" and i remember suzie told me this is a nice movie and she is looking for it...so..i downloaded it. After 10 min...the movie already finish downloaded (imagine how fast to dl in cyber tracker hehe..) and i start enjoy the movie. Watch a movie to give myself a break..a break for me to breathe..a break for my mind to think out of assignment...jz for a moment....dat will be enuf for me....

U know wat?!! i cried while i watch the movie...the whole movie is actually singing...they use singing to express their thought..their feeling....and i am so impress wiv their singing....they use singing to express their feeling...and i got it!!!imagine how gd is their singing...how succesful they are...to use their amaze voice to convey message.i am so touched n finally my tears jz rolling down from my eyes naturally.....it is a nice movie...and the songs inside the movie all are so damn chun!!! i found this is a nice movie to share wiv my frens...."Dreamgirls" a movie feartured by Beyonce, Jamie Fox, Eddie Murphy, Jeniffer Hudson....etc

Not to mention, Beyonce is so gorgeous...Jennifer Hudson singing is so amazing!! i Love dat!! u all shud go n watch it!! its awesome!!Finally.....proudly present to you...my frens...."Dreamgirls"

Its my FIRST blog!!! wuhuuu...

i find is quite fun to hv blog..can share anythg here wiv ur fren even u are far from them..at first i am quite lazy to hv blog but sometime there is something in my life i would like to share wiv frens...but i am bz to call 1 by 1 to tell them so i guess this is the only place i shud look for.. hehe.. all is influence by my frens around me or mayb the teenagers (i think not oni teenagers.hehe..)nowadays all is using blog to communicate..hehe..

now is my Uni smemester break..quite free now...ntg much to do..so i decide to create my own blog n start bloggy here wiv my frens out there...start to share some photos n my life here.for me,this is semester break is the time for me to really release tension..or relax...coz once my semester start means...gone case..sleepless nite..even i wan go toilet shit oso need to think twice..can imagine how bz i am.

jz back from malacca..a holiday trip wiv my galss..lynn, laura n sue..having so much fun there!!i guess i put on weight again..coz we nonstop eating there..ntg much to do in malacca else than jz eat eat n eat!! haha.. so now will full use the rest of my break time wiv my family and penang's frens...miss them so much..hehe...

anyway penang got alot nice food too!! oh man!! gonna gain weight again...

this Sunday will go shopping with chin chin..she keep bugging me go shopping with her..after so long we never really shop together d..so i ON shopping wiv her this sunday. Penang.. newly open a shopping mall called Queen's Bay (if i am not mistaken), haven been there jz heard about it..it muz be quite fun..lets see on this sunday..wuhuuu!!

wahhh..i guess..i crap quite long here..sign out here then !! haha... more updates coming on..stay tune..